Saturday, April 28, 2012

My Bersih 3.0 Experience: Behind the Barbed-Wire Barricades

It was the barbed wire that did it for me. Up til Friday afternoon I was still unsure about going. My hubby thought I'd already made my point last year. I was annoyed with continually being asked whether I was going or not, more so with the non-story that came out in M'kini which basically said I hadn't decided yet. I mean, does it matter?

Then I saw the photos of the police rolling out the barbed wire and I saw red. Since when did our police, or whoever is their boss, roll out barbed wire - barbed wire!! - against their own people?? Are we thugs? Terrorists? Thieves?

So I decided to go. I contacted friends and found out their plans on how to get round the roads which were sure to be blocked and the LRT which may be stopped. The same friend who so kindly offered to be my 'bodyguard' last year offered himself again. We got into my car, went to collect some other friends and drove to as close to Central Market as we could.

Women's groups together at Central Market.
Part of the way down Jln Brickfields we couldn't go any further so we got down to walk. On one side of the street were thousands of people in yellow walking in the direction of the Central Market. On the other side of the street were hundreds of police in their dark blue uniforms. But they didn't look hostile and just watched us go by.

We got to the Central Market which was swarming with people. Earlier I'd read a tweet that said that people were going into the Market to have lunch and my friends and I were laughing about Malaysians and their food. "Well," we said, "Central Market restaurants will get a lot of business!". But when we got there, the Market was totally closed. So all those restaurants lost business today!

Caught up with friends in the car park while we sat to wait. It was HOT!! On the little CM stage, Ambiga was seated there with many of our colleagues from women's groups. I went up to say hello, took some photos and then went down to wait again. At 1.20 or so, Ambi took the mike to announce that we were going to move off soon, heading towards Dataran Merdeka. But, she added, we were not to breach the barriers, we would only go as far as we could and then we would simply sit down for a while and then disperse.

The atmosphere was much more fiesta-like than last year. There were people in yellow t-shirts or in other colours, in shorts or in tudungs, lots of young ones and some also of a certain age. Like last year, it was a very diverse crowd. I bumped into some old friends, some young people I knew including a nephew and the children of some friends, and met some new ones, people who were coming to a rally for the first time ever. These were not radical highly-politicised types, just your average men and women, the type you'd meet at the supermarket perhaps. I asked one newbie woman why she came and she said it was because she realised that if she wanted change, then she had to do something.

After Ambiga spoke and a quick briefing by the marshalls, we moved off. Because of the crowd we made our way slowly, stopping every now and then to take photos of the awesome crowd and ourselves. At Central Market I estimated there were at least 6000 people that I could see (though I have to say I'm bad at estimates) but many many more joined us as we walked along.

The crowd moving from Central Market towards Dataran Merdeka (in a roundabout way)


When we got to Lebuh Pasar Besar, there was a big crowd on it facing the direction of Dataran Merdeka while others continued on to Jalan Tun Perak. We decided we would stay on Lebuh Pasar Besar (where the Bar Council is) and made our way towards the bridge across the Klang River (just before Agro Bank). That was where we had to stop because the police had put up a barrier of barbed wire (actually my husband said it's razor wire, not barbed wire) and those red plastic road barriers, all stamped 'DUKE'. On the other side of the barrier stood a whole row of police. Most look quite senior and they simply stood there and looked at us.

This is razor wire...
And this is barbed wire...


View of Lebuh Pasar Besar towards Dataran Merdeka. We are behind the barriers and the cops are beyond.


I got to the front of the barrier where someone had put up a sign that said 'Welcome to Tel Aviv'. It felt very accurate. The police recognised me and nodded. I asked them, "What is this?" pointing at the razor wire, which has blades on them which can seriously cut you if you get hurled on to them (see close-up pic above). The senior cop there shrugged and gave a wan smile. "This makes me sad," I said to him. Again he shrugged.

Pretty apt...

Me in front of the barricade. See the razor wire?

We stood there for a while. Some people started to sing Negara Ku so we all joined in. The senior cop who shrugged at me stood at attention, really the only one who did so. Some people started chanting 'Bukak, bukak!' meaning open the barriers. But overall there were high spirits but nothing provocative.

Then suddenly all the cops moved back, away from us. We were puzzled but in a short while we realised why. Several police trucks moved in and headed in our direction. For a moment I wondered if they were simply going to mow us down. Then they retreated again. Next a whole row of police with helmets, batons and shields formed in front of the trucks facing us. Again we wondered if they were going to charge us, which seems silly because they too would have come up against the razor wire.

Then the trucks came out...

And the shields and batons...

Someone then told us to sit down. So we did on our side of the barrier while on the other side, about 10 metres away, the police were lined up with their shields and batons. It looked like it was going to be a battle of wills, who would last longer in the heat . We were prepared to sit for the next two hours til 4pm, the appointed dispersal time.

After about 15 minutes sweating behind the razor wire, someone told us to move back and disperse. "We must use our brains. Don't provoke. It's time to move back."  So we moved away from the barriers and milled around the streets, just looking at people. Bumped into more friends and chatted to random people who said hello. It was a nice atmosphere, akin to going to a fun run or something like that.

We then read a Star tweet that said that Ambiga said Bersih 3.0 was already successful and we can all now disperse. So my friends and I made our way back to Brickfields, got into my car and drove home.

It was only after that that we started to get smses and tweets regarding teargas at Dataran Merdeka. It was a shock because up til then there was nothing to indicate that the police might do that, even when they brought the ones with the helmets and shields out. We passed many cops on our way home and they hardly looked at us.

My phone was running out of battery and I had to wait til I got home before hearing from my daughter that she had been teargassed. She was part of a team videostreaming the events today and was near Dataran Merdeka, stuck among thousands of people, when some people, against Bersih's instructions, breached the barriers and ran onto the Dataran.  The police then started running away from them and soon they saw why: the teargas canisters being fired at them. Her first time being teargassed, she said it was awful but people around her were all helping one another. What was more frightening was the fear of being crushed but luckily people were so mindful of this that if anyone fell, they were immediately given space and a hand up. She's fine though and I never really worried about her because she had a friend with her who was tasked with making sure she was alright.

(Her videos, along with those by others, are now on the Bersih428 Youtube channel).

Since reaching home, I've been trying to keep up with the many many reports on today's events, both the good and the bad. Yes, there were some people who misbehaved, let's be honest. We don't know who they are but in such a large crowd there are bound to be people like that, despite instructions from the Bersih steering committee and marshalls not to provoke anyone. There are also very likely agent provocateurs who are out to make trouble and discredit Bersih.

 But it doesn't detract from the fact that an unbelievable number of people turned out today, far more than last year, and compared to the incidents of bad behaviour, there was a far larger number of people who marched and rallied peacefully. I hardly saw anyone with a frown or a scowl but lots of happy smiles. Just like last year, I never once felt unsafe. Instead I felt part of a large Malaysian community, all together for one cause. Or two, since the anti-Lynas people also turned out in huge numbers.

Here's a report from the UK's Independent newspaper which is pretty accurate although there were far far more than 25000 people there. It was hard to see everybody but it had to be about 50000-80000. There are thousands and thousands of photos and videos being uploaded right now. So go take a look and decide for yourself. I also hope people will put up their personal stories too.

I'm sorry that there were people who got injured, both protestors and police. None of that was really necessary. A few weeks ago, at the International Women's Day rally in PJ, 5000 people turned up and there was absolutely no violence because the police left everyone alone to do their thing. The same could have happened today, if only the powers-that-be could have been wiser.

One more thing, about those politicians who were there. At Central Market there were some there but they were not allowed to speak. Along the march, if anyone started any chants that sounded political, others wouldn't take it up and they pretty soon petered out. Like last year, the most popular chants were those that simply said 'Bersih' and 'Hidup Rakyat'. Most were simple ordinary people, who just want to express how they feel and who really have no time for politicians.

Besides, which politician or political party, from any side, can mobilise anything as incredible as Global Bersih?

47 comments:

  1. Tqvm 4 sharing. Some people are really in comfort zone or 2 b in the 'safe' side so they go against Bersih. I hope they have better view instead..

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  2. Thanks for sharing your account of the day's events. I hope others follow your lead and tell their truths too. Hopefully many will tell their stories in the Malay language so that all the rakyat can read and know what happened at Bersih 3.0 428. Hidup Rakyat.

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  3. May Allah bless you and your family. i think that is the best i can say and tqvm for being there...

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  4. Today, I am proud to be a Malaysian at Masjid Jamek. People were helping one another, regardless of race, religion and age.

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  5. Hi Marina!

    I was there at the Bar Council too. When we all started to sing Negaraku, EVERYONE got up and stood tall as we were taught in school. We sang Negaraku with pride, with feeling. I never felt more vindicated for choosing Malaysia as my home. That was the high point of Bersih 3.0 for me.

    After that, I went back home after taking a look at the crowd at Masjid Jamek. When the first tear gas was fired, i knew it was time to make a move towards Dang Wangi, as the Masjid Jamek station entrances were shut.

    I am very, very angry some people couldn't be satisfied with a peaceful rally, and go home safe and sound. The police have been exercising restraint, we've all seen that. We could have all gone home circa 3pm. This is worse than Hindraf's rally. Some people were really there to look for trouble/action/fame.

    What with the car accident (at least PDRM engaged videojournalists to show their side of the story, good on them), and the helmeted guy pushing people around (nearly pushed someone onto the injured man on the pavement), I'm very, very angry things went this way.

    It's a frustrating end to a successful start to this day. I'm still waiting hard on news to clarify on how the incidents began.

    Cheerio,

    Ho

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  6. Good evening Marina,
    Thanks for sharing your experience sharing.

    Would like to share with you the video recorded by citizens shows PDRM did use excessive force when they deal with Bersih participant. Very disappointed with PDRM.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=2Y8wIUtqJ6A

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  7. Thank you for your unbiased opinion. It is indeed a sad day in malaysia's history when the citizens of this country are welcomed with razored wires at dataran merdeka. Come GE 13 the citizens of this country will know how to return "this welcome" to BN.

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  8. Power of justice in the hands of the rakyat.accept it!

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  9. i'm glad that i was able to join in the Bersih 3.0 in Ipoh, everyone was in good spirits and like you said, many happy faces. Estimated crowd maybe about 3000 people..tq for sharing your story with us.

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  10. 99% orang baik... 1% mau buat kacau...

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  11. Pada saya yg daif ni berpendapat demostrasi jalanan hanya mencetuskan kekecohan kerana sesiapa saja boleh mencipta provokasi..jika agenda BERSIH yg dibawa rasanya berkumpul ditempat yg tertutup lebih realistik dan menunjukkan keiklasan serta kematangan fikiran.

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  12. Yes, it was a carnival like event with chants of Bersih and Negaraku until tear gas was fired one round after another. I could bear wth the stinging pain but not the skewed media report on the isolated incident.. I am sorry for those who were injured but feel even more frustrated for the masses who rely on the national media only to receive half or distorted reports. The national media must be having a field day.

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  13. The meaning of 'rakyat didahulukan'.

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  14. Dear Marina,
    Thanks for sharing this first hand story.
    Why was there the need of the police and tear gas? I mean didn't they learnt from last year's incident? And barb wires? This is really too much. God help malaysia.

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  15. Dear Marina,

    It was an excellent post, and well said..

    Here is a blog on various incidents of police brutality during the bersih peaceful rally..

    http://pdrmbrutal.wordpress.com/

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  16. Thanks for putting my thoughts into words...I was a newbie, along with similar thousands who were there.

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  17. Thanks Marina, I wanted an unbiased report of the whole thing and I got it. Had DBKL given permission for the use of Dataran Meredeka, I am sure everything would have gone on peacefully just like JB and Penang. Once again thank you and God Bless.
    We love ya!

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  18. Thank you Marina for inside story of yesterday event.. I m from overseas watching closely development at Dataran Merdeka thru CNA and Malaysiakini...you have good day.

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  19. Marina...the agents provocateur you mentioned....could also be from certain parties to discredit the government, no?

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  20. Thank you for sharing.

    Bersih is not about racial/religion issue. we just want a clean and fair election. We want our voice back! We are all fighting for a better future for our country which is not developing anymore.

    All i see on the video posted today are police brutality and use of un-necessary violence towards citizens who are there to support a peaceful rally. Bring chills and worries to my future and my children's future in this country!! Who give them such rights to act in such violence towards us, the citizen? They should not gang up and wollap a single citizen un-arm!!! Their job is to serve and to protect! such brutality, they might as well shot us on the spot.

    Malaysia need a change!

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  21. Thanks Marina for supporting the event.
    However, too bad to say that some people still think that this is a stupid waste of time event that caused the chaos in KL yesterday, and police did a marvelous job, really shame on them.

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  22. police did a marvelous job, really shame on them .....-copy frm above

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  23. We were very close to each other; I saw you.

    I was gassed after you left..What a difference a few minutes made..I'll be posting my overview of Bersih 3.0..hope you take a read..

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  24. If the gomen is clean, there is nothing to be afraid of...we just wan to gather in the field, not to blown up dataran merdeka. Jus like wat you said...he is jus lot more dirty...god bless malaysia.

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  25. Dear Marina,
    Thank you very much for sharing your BERSIH 3.0 experience as previously. I was there too almost near you but the heat did not deter us from sitting on the dirty road especially as the BERSIH 3.0 crowd made way for a seat for the WARGA EMAS, I being one of them. They even held our hands and ensured we were comfortable. Such was the etiquette of the people that day! Like you, we followed instructions sent out by the BERSIH 3.0 Chairperson Datuk Ambigai and left the razor wired area in good spirits despite the BUKA BUKA BUKA calls and shouts being unheeded as they fell on deaf ears. But just as we turned we saw one of the scariest and ugliest scenes before our eyes. This was my first time and I am glad I saw the whole scene of carnival air shockingly turning into a madness of confusion as brurality and evil became the order of the hour. The rest is being played up in the media and distorting what many of us captured in our minds and hearts of the BERSIH crowd that had gone to give support for clean elections! Thank you for your honesty in narrating what your daughter felt and saw. many of us too suffered the after effects of the gas .

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  26. Garrett, yes there is always that possibility. Which means the Government should have the incentive to launch a full investigation to get at the truth, no?

    Unknown, for some reason I couldn't post your last comment which I think is very very important. Could you re-post it please?

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  27. As always, I admire your thoughts and writings.

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  28. Dear Marina, Thank you for being there and updating us the facts. I, too, admire your courage and writings. You empower women to stand up for themselves. Truly admirable. Not forgetting Ambiga, for leading all the women to a better future. My utmost respect to you all...

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  29. Marina, u shd join UMNO and try to make changes from within. You are probably the only one who has any chance of doing this. Leverage your pedigree to position yourself in UMNO, but please maintain the views and the ideals you currently hold. Calls for change by NGO's and opposition parties are, in the words of Bob Dylan, blowing in the wind. In fact, with the recently introduced changes in polling station procedures, the path to electoral fraud on the same scale as Mobarak's Egypt has been paved. Best of luck.

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  30. Budak Kampung, while there can be a case made for change from within I don't think it's possible within UMNO right now. See how people like Saifuddin Abdullah are treated. Personally I find it hard to join any political parties because, and I've said this many many times, I'd find it hard to toe the line. There is such a thing as party discipline which must be adhered to.

    But you know, in all my adult life I have never been approached by UMNO to join. Having a pedigree is not necessarily a point in one's favour, especially mine. People think that it must entitle you to a position, and therefore they would then not have a chance. My brother Mukhriz found it difficult to even join UMNO at my Dad's old constituency. People in UMNO look out for themselves, not for the bigger picture. That's why professionals find it hard to get in, because someone else thinks it would deprive them of positions, not to mention opportunities. Hence the quality you get there.

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    1. I appreciate the difficulty in changing UMNO from within. But if not you, who else? The only other way for UMNO can change is by external force, i.e. by losing power for at least one term. Then all the opportunists will probably see no money in it, and will leave. Unfortunately the chances of this happening is pretty close to zero. as electoral fraud will be on an unprecedented scale in PRU13.
      Change from within, while difficult, is not impossible. Of course you can't go it alone. Many old established political parties evolved factions within like LDP in Japan, Sarah Palin's "tea party" and even TEam A and Team B in UMNO. I do believe there is a significant number of UMNO members who agree that UMNO has lost its way and who long for UMNO lama as opposed to your Dad's UMNO Baru. Kadir Sheikh Fadzil, Tengku Razaleigh and other examples abound. A rallying point is needed to organize, strategize and lead.
      Currently Malay political representation is virtually non-existent. PAS can only be a religious pressure group, or at best a junior partner in a ruling coalition. PKR tries to be all things to all men, thereby presenting a muddled picture. And politics in Malaysia can only be race based, because it has to reflect the fact that we have chosen the path of coexistence as opposed to integration.
      So please do reconsider my suggestion, you might be the only hope this country has got.

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  31. Dear Marina,
    I like what you said above, and I quote:
    " I find it hard to join any political parties because, and I've said this many many times, I'd find it hard to toe the line."
    I am with you all the way.
    In Malaysia, it is the yes men world. we are still in the world of father knows best.
    worst still, it is being taught that way in school.
    I really fear the future...
    Mohd. Noorani

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  32. been waiting to read the truth about the rally.thnx for sharing .Not everybody could express it the way you did it.it sure was an unforgettable experience..

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  33. http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/196518

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  34. Assalamualaikum, marina...

    i am just 28... And i know i am not that matured to think further about this... I guess my problem here is so small but i believe a lot of people out there face the same prob like mine... I am not taking any side... Its neither gov side spr side nor bersih side... I do agree partial of items that bersih fight for... Unfortunately, i am kind of upset with the bersih venue itself... My father is a small landscape contractor and his landscape site is at a private building nearby sogo... Due to the rally, the landscape damage which it cause losses to my father... It is good if bersih could consider the position of people like my father... As a daughter, i do feel sad looking at my father needs to put an extra effort on the repairing work... Soft landscape is not like repair a building... Once repaired it long last up to years... Hence i do hope if happen to have another bersih in future pls consider the venue and think about small business people like my father... If bersih meant for luahan suara rakyat, i am also a rakyat and i hope bersih will take note about this... How nice if bersih can fight for what we need and at the same time we consider others as well... This will put bersih waayyy better than what we see now... I know some people might say if police dont start this will definitely wont happen... But as looking back at bersih 2.0 we can predict what will be the outcome... I have no medium to say this out... My position is from a different point of view which maybe bersih overlooked this... Hence i do hope you can highlight this is future bersih, marina... Do find one place safer and give benefits & not cause harm or losses to anyone... Alhamdulillah i found your blog and i do hope you do take note the impact of venue of bersih towards small pieces individu like my father... We are paying tax and at the same time we have to bear the losses due to damage from bersih... At last we are in the worst situation which no one realize until got someone like me voice it out... You are a relaible person, and i believe you could change this in future... insyaAllah... Thank you, marina...

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  35. CahayaMata, I'm sorry for your father's losses. But I don't think we could have predicted what would have happened, simply because we thought that the government would have learnt from the experience of Bersih 2.0 what not to do. We trusted the government not to want to hurt us. I was very sure they they would not bring out the FRU because they looked like they knew we all were a disciplined lot. But it seems they didn't learn anything, so once again our trust was betrayed.

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    1. Thank you,marina... Thus, we faced this twice... And if there'll be another bersih in future, another losses will occur... We shudn't take gov words instead after this... Since we knew their style already... I really hope this wont happen again in future... As an individual like me, still searching a better leader to lead this malaysia... Confusion are all over the places... All over malaysia... All over the world... Hhhmmm... I hope malaysia will be in a safer hand in the near future... Thank you so much, marina...

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  36. Thanks for your sharing. I would say that 99.9% of us rakyat were there to state that we want CLEAN and FAIR elections. It was unfortunate that things turned ugly because of 1% from both the crowd and police whom decided to vent their anger and make it personal. But after the dust has settled and initial disheartening news from the negative events that took place, I am (and like many rakyat) glad we made it because we realize that there is "power in one" in wanting to make a change for a better Malaysia for all Malaysians and our generations to come. It is time we got leaders who worked for us and not the other way round and it is time they understood that if we need to tell them over and over again.

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  37. Assalam,
    Merujuk pada apa yg saya baca td adalah difahamkan bahawa demo bersih adalah bagus dan Marina mmg sokong demo sebegini dijalankan bagi menuntut sesuatu dr Kerajaan. Ada juga diceritakan tentang memang segala nya selesai dgn aman. Adakah demo ini adalah bagus sedangkan ada negara yg amalkan demo berakhir dgn perpecahan kaum seperti Indonesia, Thailand, India dan akan merugikan negara dr segi kekurangan pelabur. Apa pandangan Pn Marina?
    Lagi satu ada video diupload di youtube ucapan DSAI yg berbaur hasutan yg mengakibatkn kekecohan dan huru-hara. Jadi apa yg ingin saya fahamkan adalah bdemo walau atas niat yg baik boleh membuka ruang kepada ahli politik mengambil kesempatan memburukkan lg keadaan yg akan merugikan rakyat itu sendiri dan juga negara. Secara tidak langsung memberi gambaran yg buruk dimata dunia tentang negara Malaysia. Minta sedikit pandangan yg boleh menjelaskan kekeliruan saya. Saya mohon maaf sekiranya terkasar bahasa. Sekian.

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  38. I am a new blogger. My first post is to share my experience in Bersih 3.0. I am one Anak Malaysia who loves my country.

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  39. Besides, which politician or political party, from any side, can mobilise anything as incredible as Global Bersih?

    Errr... incredible in what sense? If you are referring to the make-up of the protesters - Malays, non-Malays, rich and poor etc -, I agree with you, though the glaring reality after Bersih is that Malaysians are even more divided now. But if you are referring to the number of protesters, didn't the 1998 reformasi rally managed to achieve something near that too?
    I am no hard core supporter of any political side, but I have to acknowledge that a substantial number of those who turned up were there for their party's right to a fair contest in the electoral process.

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  40. Marina...in your honest and unbiased opinion, do you believe that the police started the assault unprovoked, or they acted only after the barricades were breached and the people started rioting?

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  41. Garrett, I reiterate again that I am not an eye-witness to the violence. But from what I've read from personal accounts of people who were there including my daughter, when the barricades were breached by the first few people, the police, instead of instantly arresting them, ran back AWAY from the crowds. This then 'invited' people to continue breaching the barricades, only to be met by the teargas.

    I was talking to a non-Bersih supporter yesterday who nevertheless had some experience of how the FRU works from another protest many years ago. He described that event as the FRU giving several warnings and then firing the teargas OVER people's heads. This was not what happened at Bersih 3.0. They gave no warning and then fired the teargas straight into the crowd, thereby increasing the possibility of injuries, including from stampeding. So there are serious questions about whether the police followed their usual procedures or not that day.

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